[21:31, 07/11/2022] You're acting like this bcoz u r scared of judgement. Not knowing it's only going to make them make a judgement, that too even worse perhaps.
[21:31, 07/11/2022] : Yes it's awkward , in the initially, but it always will be especially in the beginning. You'll have to face it, one day before you are no longer akward. You can't directly jump on being comfortable with new things. You need to go through the grind. You're not alone, everyone who ever gets there, must have gone through it, whether noticed or unnoticed.